Like Promised.

"So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face?
Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place."

There's this girl I know, who is absolutely amazing.

She's always been there for me too, always giving the right advice or warnings, or just generally brightening my day.

So what annoys me the most, is that when she in turn needs me - I'm so useless.

People who have seen proper questions on my formspring, can see that I'm generally helpful on the whole advice-giving area. But I guess there are some things that can't be solved by just talking.

There are some moments where you just need a good long hug, a good cry on a shoulder, and two good McDonalds burgers to even feel slightly better.

"I can't fix everything, no matter how much I think I can, or how hard I try."

And this feeling of uselessness - I know it's not my fault. I mean, I can't fix everything, no matter how much I think I can, or how hard I try. But it still hurts all the same, to see someone you feel so close to all crumpled by something inevitable that's going on in their life.

This was only a short promised blog.

Pretty much to say I love you, and I'm here for you.

Even if I'm never completely up-to-date with all the details, nor have the best wisdom when it comes to this area.

But when you make half a heart shape with your hand, I'll be here to make the other.

Always.

x

"But the search ends here,
Where the night is totally clear.
And your heart is fierce,
So now you finally know that you control where you go,
You can steer."